i know i shouldn't be doing this

but i just can't help myself

I want a new beanie

OCTOPUS BEANIE!!!

this is why I dont like winter

stuffy noses, too much snot, too much phlegm, coughing, sneezing, sore and watery eyes, sore/dry lips, sinusitis, tonsilitis, chilly winds, cold rain.

I never want to get out of bed in the morning, I want to stay in all day where it is all warm and cosy. It's too cold outside.

Winter is just a season of grossness.

But I like the clothes!!!

jeans, beanies, gloves, scarfs, layers, hoodies, jackets, fuzzy bed socks, slippers, flannelette pajame pants.

So Im moving back into my mums. I am honestly quite scared about how it will turn out, as we always seem to fight, and every single thing gets blamed on me, and mum constantly nags me about every single little tiny thing, and it makes me so angry.

I've written up a contract. Im hoping my mum follows it, as the first line on hers is "No nagging Sophie, as this makes her angry, and you don't want an angry daughter."

I've also written down for her to get broadband/wireless internet. She still has dial-up internet. I seriously can not live with dial-up internet. I went to check my emails at her place a few weeks ago - it seriously took 30mins just for hotmail to open. Then I gave up (I seriously think I had given up when it took just over 10mins for her homepage to load, but for reason, I kept waiting). So heres hoping she finally steps up a little with technology and says hello to broadband internet. Then I will be able to properly check my emails, facebook, and myspace, apply for jobs, update my blog and read other blogs (preferably food blogs), and just to generally keep in contact with friends, as some of them rarely have credit, and msn is just so much easier to talk to people at times (I try to limit the amount of time I spend talking on the phone. Its not that Im scared of getting a brain tumor, I just don't like talking on the phone, I don't like answering the phone, I don't like making phone calls.)