Day 12

Whatever Tickles My Fancy

I hate cortisol levels. Mine are way too high at the moment, and it may be why I haven't eaten for nearly 6 weeks (bar a jar of apple and mango baby food, which made me sick for the next 24 hours). And to be honest, I miss food so so much. I've lost too much weight and none of my clothes fit me. I just want to be better and healthy again. I've turned into a nanna, and pretty much all I do is sit around and knit, and watch movies and don't socialize, as I get way way way too cold at night time.  

But Im actually going out tonight. And Im scared Im going to freeze, but Im looking forward to the social experience, and being out of the house at night. It has been about 6 weeks since I last went out. Oh, Im not going to know what to do.

But back to eating/not eating. I am creating a list in my head of all the foods I want to eat when I can eat normally again, and the places I want to eat out at and who with. And Im probably going to go on a peanut butter binge. God damn, I love love love peanut butter!!! It is amazing. And I've found a peanut butter brownie recipe, that Im going to bake, and eat, and get fat (or at least put on all the weight I've lost).

I just have to hope the specialist appointment that I have booked for a weeks time goes well, regarding my cortisol levels/not being able to eat. Fingers crossed something eventuates, and I get my appetite back!

Day 11

A Photo Of Me Taken Recently

I took this photo just then, as I don't have any recently taken photos of me. I guess that's what happens when you lose your social life:(

Anyway, recent photo - new beanie!!! my god, it is keeping me ears warm, it is amazing!!! (got it free with the latest Dolly magazine - don't judge me!).

In the background is my favourite Peter Alexander bag. I love love love sausage dogs, and Peter Alexander products. If there was a Peter Alexander store in Wollongong, I would be so broke, and have an over-abundance of pajamas. How many pairs of pajamas is needed for one person???

Day 10

A Photo Of Me Taken Over 10 Years Ago

This was actually taken on my 10th birthday, so this is definitely a photo of me taken over 10 years ago! For my 10th birthday, my mum got me mystery flight tickets, and I didn't know till my actual birthday that I was going to Adelaide. My mum had pre-organised for us to go visit my uncle, his partner at the time and my cousin Katie. My uncle's partner had made me this birthday cake, and my god it was delicious!!! I remember taking some home with me in an ice-cream container. My 10th birthday was fabulous. Two plane rides in one day, Adelaide Zoo, Rundle Mall, and visiting my favourite family :)

Day 09

A Photo You Recently Took

Vintage Harry Potter and a cup of tea

Day 08

A Photo That Makes Me Angry/Sad

As far as I know, I only have one photo that makes me sad (and its not on my computer and I don't have a scanner...) and I can't think of any any photos that make me angry.

I'm not going to say why the photo makes me sad, as I think it's a bit personal, and therefore, Im not going to take a photo of the photo to put on here.

I will not be participating in Day 08.

Sorry.

Day 07

A Photo That Makes Me Happy

This photo was taken at my 23rd this year. It was a really good night, and even though I got really drunk, I have some really great memories and photos from the night. Remembering back on my birthday just makes me happy, as it was a happy occasion