but i'm not sure.
i'm over anxious and worry too much, and over think everything. i suck at friendships. i cant do relationships. i care too much about things and people who i really shouldn't care about, and the things and people i should care about, i wouldn't give a second thought to.
when i should be worrying about the future, i'm stressing about now. i dwell on the past. i try to fix mistakes that can't be fixed.
i people who i shouldn't like. i do things i shouldn't do. i want things i shouldn't want.
nothing makes sense. ever.
i try to make an effort, but no one else does. it just gets me more and more angry.
sorry is just a word that is thrown around way to freely - much like love and hate.
does anyone even know what love or hate is? is anyone even really sorry any more?
saying something doesn't mean anything these days. don't believe the hype. don't believe anything.
people don't seem to make an effort anymore, unless if it benefits themselves, and themselves only. and the people who care too much, just get left behind with nothing left but memories that don't mean anything.
it just seems that to get ahead, you have to hurt everyone you know. you have to hurt the people who thought they meant something to you. you have to lose all your feelings and not care about anyone but yourself. the world does revolve around you, and if you don't get what you want, you haven't done enough damage. you still have too many friends.
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