I don't like this feeling

But I do like the fact that I have a wider range of feelings and emotions.

It's more of a feeling of confused lust - and it's something I'm not all that fond of. (Yet I'm fond of it at the same time.)

He says he likes me, I like him. But I don't know what happens after. Do I want a relationship? Do I want something casual?

All I know is I want to see him again. I want to kiss him again. I want to be with him again.

Why does he live so far away? 

I haven't talked to him on the phone for a few days. I actually miss that. I actually hope he calls me soon. Or even just texts me.

I think I'm slowly turning into those girls who I read/hear about - waiting by the phone, anxiously hoping he calls soon. I'm not so anxious, but I do hope he calls soon. He is so cute, and really nice.

I'm just hoping nothing has worn off, and he still likes me. As I think I still like him...

Famous By Association?

I was watching Mornings with Kerri-Anne yesterday, and was watching the cooking segment with Lindsey Milan, who was making a carbonara with Pork. She was going on about always using Australian Pork. She had shown the packet of pork she was using, which had the butcher stores label on it.

One of my second cousins owns his own butchery in Bronte. It was my my mums uncles butchery, but he retired, and one of his sons took over ownership of the butchery - Lucas Quality Meats.

Anyway, the label on the packet of pork that was being shown on the Kerri-Anne show was Lucas Quality Meats! 

I got all excited about my cousins butchery products being shown on TV, and rushed in to tell mum that it was on TV.

A definite 'wow' moment (this goes to show I have no life - which I have been talking about with a friend lately, as I get overly excited about free food at functions.)

Amigos Mexican

Ever since I started pole dancing, I've been drooling after Amigos Mexican, and have been wanting to organise a group of friends to go to Amigos for dinner one night. 

To make things easier, a night out at Amigos has already been organised!!! For tonight!!!

Kim is having a St Patricks Day party (albeit a few days early, but who is complaining?), and dinner is now at Amigos! Followed by partying and dancing (and checking out cute boys) around town.

I have all my green ready - not much, but its there; fake eyelashes with green glittered lashes, green eye liner, green nail polish, and green ribbon to put in my hair and around my wrists.

And now, I'm drooling over the Amigos menu. Yum yum yum I love Mexican!

They have a strawberry sangria, which Im pretty keen to try out - tequila, white lambrusco, strawberry liquour, pineapple juice, fresh strawberries and lemon. Yum yum yum - and so much better for me, as Im allergic to oranges in the regular sangria.

They also have some yum looking cocktails, but I may or may not stick with the sangria, as you can buy it by the half litre, or litre.

As for food, I totally don't know what to get - everything sounds so delish!

I cannot wait for tonight. It should be a good night.

What happened to summer?

The first day of Autumn, and already the sun was gone, the temperature had dropped, and it has pretty much been rainy since.

I'm not yet over the whole summer vibe!!! I still want to lay out in the sun in my bikini and read books and get a tan. I still want to go for runs on the beach. I still want to walk around in minimal summer clothing. I still want to swim laps in the sun. 

As much as I love winter, I think summer went by too fast. And winter will most likely fly by aswell.

I need to go shopping and buy winter clothes. I need new jeans asap. And new jackets. New everything winter, except for beanies. Im actually looking forward to wearing my beanies again!!!

Birthday Party!!!

So I had my Birthday Party the day after my birthday, and it was awesome!!!

I drank heaps of alcohol (as you do), and ate lots of yummy foods and partied with some amazing people.

I don't remember much of the night, most likely due to a large consumption of alcohol (no spew was involved!), but I do remember having lots of fun :)

I had some people come around to mine for a party - music, winter olympics watching, food, alcohol, and lots of talking. After that we headed into town (some went home), where we danced and drank some more. Met more people in town who couldn't come to the house party :( due to work, but we danced all night!

After we got kicked out of the club (it was closing time), a few of us went back to a friends house for continued partying. I just remember sitting on the floor as all the seats were taken, and then laying down, as the room started spinning (it was the vodka). I don't remember much from after that, but I do remember waking up on a floor to sunshine, and going to look out the window and seeing LOTS of people going for morning runs/walks/bike rides. I was feeling all ergh and cursing them, when I decided to walk home and have a shower and get some sleep on a bed.

Finally made it home, and had a great shower, and slept for most of the day. Also watched Drag Me To Hell (not that great of a movie), and ate jelly slice - which should never be eaten when hung over.