I don't like this feeling

But I do like the fact that I have a wider range of feelings and emotions.

It's more of a feeling of confused lust - and it's something I'm not all that fond of. (Yet I'm fond of it at the same time.)

He says he likes me, I like him. But I don't know what happens after. Do I want a relationship? Do I want something casual?

All I know is I want to see him again. I want to kiss him again. I want to be with him again.

Why does he live so far away? 

I haven't talked to him on the phone for a few days. I actually miss that. I actually hope he calls me soon. Or even just texts me.

I think I'm slowly turning into those girls who I read/hear about - waiting by the phone, anxiously hoping he calls soon. I'm not so anxious, but I do hope he calls soon. He is so cute, and really nice.

I'm just hoping nothing has worn off, and he still likes me. As I think I still like him...