I think I ruin everything good that happens. I push people away when I need them the most. I don't take much needed advice. I end up failing at everything. The people that do appear to listen and care, I somehow push them away, and in the end, they no longer want to talk to me. I don't know how to say sorry.
I wish I could go back 18months, and re-do everything.
I would have listened more. I would have taken the advice I needed. I would not have failed. I would still be talking to those people.
There would be no regrets, as there are so many regrets from last year.
I feel a little invisible again.
As usual, I'll re-appear when I'm ready.
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